Monday, November 10, 2008

I Vs Me


Strategically speaking, it’s a war which every man has to fight from the moment he realises that his spiritual figure is subdivided into 2 distinct features-Conscience and Brain. Some men are smart enough to surrender and eventually obey only one of them for whole of their life. Paradoxically some of us have the notion that we have tasted victory. Speaking in terms of probability they have therefore reduced the total of conflicts calling it “N”.

For men who are not so smart to call it quits, the only hope is to merge conscience and brain thereby converging the decisions.

Everyday after I regain my consciousness, my brain orders me to live life on my own terms. Obviously few moments later my conscience resists the temptation and whoosh!! “Backfires”. I postpone the war and delay the decision for another day.

I always feel attracted towards men(I’m straight) who live life on their terms since they made the decision that day itself. Eventually their brain or conscience has gone into hibernation which will definitely resume the day something goes terribly wrong.

As compared to them, my thinking itself is bounded by hypothetical manifestations, whose parameters are not open to complete changes but can definitely be modified according to circumstances. Alterations in these set of principles make my job easier and reduce the conflicts.

Now, there are men who are Smarter than us. They use a third identity other than conscience and brain to make decisions.
This added feature is called GOD. They consult the previous two sections for peace of mind and implementation of thought and have the GOD feature as Backup. God comes into play when the brain and conscience give up their fight and you have nowhere to go without making a decision. It will answer your doubts and provide you a solution. If this solution works, you designate it as Miracle and fortunately if it doesn’t; some people transform into aesthic while some have the calibre to wait for next problem.

The obvious question arises… is it a boon to be highly mature and dive into the deep ocean full of questions and real time problems seeking the “perfect” answer or be immature enough to tackle problems as it comes and never giving an insight analysis.